It's just a thought, only a thought

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in love

Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive